Episode 3: Mental Health Part 2

I made mistakes (everyone does and we learn from them) but now I have been somewhat happy, still having some problems but its getting better along the way. I want to eventually move out of my parents house because living with them is nothing but chaotic and loud. Also feeling like I'm nothing more than an Autistic sponsor mascot for the family is agitating, hurts my confidence. It's been destroying my health for years living with them. We might be moving to Detroit soon but I don't know if I can handle being with them any longer. I've been trying to figure things out.

It's my girlfriend who is really making the spark in my life brighter, I love her and actually see a future with her. It's been 5 months (if she sees this she'll think otherwise *laughing*) since we been together. I'm very grateful for her love, presence, trustworthy, loyalty and honesty. She is just pure amazing! I hope to never let her down and disappoint her. If you read this my queen, I love you to infinity and beyond (yes readers, I'm not afraid to embarrass myself).

Me and my ex hurt each other bad, we both had our guilt and regrets that we went through in life including our own share of relationships. Even though the relationship tanked, we met our true love ones. At times I wish we were still friends, we had our faults but she was an extremely bright, intelligent and talented young lady. Always willing to help with a bright smile on her face and be the independent, hardworking woman she was born to be. I'm proud of her, hope for nothing but success in her life and that she is doing okay in these difficult times in the world.

If anybody going through bad times please call or text a hotline, family member, a friend, anyone. You can even talk to me if you want, I don't judge and I will most certainly listen. You are not alone, not one bit. We got to stick together. Stay safe readers.